another one

Alrighty then… hello everyone, this is Dillon as you already know. I am here to waste some more of your time today. I still don’t have anything that interesting to talk to you about today. So I will probably just do what I usually do and ramble until my mind goes blank. So here we go… I am sitting in the library again, (my history class) and I have a stranger sitting next to me so I wanted to look like I was getting something done so I figured I would write on ma blog a little bit to pass the time. I am not stressing too much about the whole college thing anymore… I am just kind of letting it do as it pleases now. I hope that I can get into MST but if I don’t I guess I will go to community college for a little bit and then give it another shot. I just want to give the whole engineering thing a legitimate try because I really feel like I can do it if I get the chance to. And if I can’t then at least I will know that I can’t do it and it wouldn’t be an option anymore. I just don’t want this to be a wasted opportunity on my part to learn whether or not I am that smart. I want to see what I am capable of… and I think that this will be a good test.

And hey if it doesn’t work out it will not be the end of the world; I can just go to community college and get some general degree and then go into music a little bit. Maybe I will be a guitar instructor or something… who knows? Maybe I would even enjoy that more… maybe not. Oh well, I am just going to go back to the basics on this one and just let things roll and see what falls. Although this has not served me so well in the past I think that this time it is the right call. That is mainly because I do not want to keep stressing over something that is not really in my control. To an extent I do have some control but all that I have done is make things worse so I am going to stop messing with it. (Transition sentence)

(New subject) I find it easier to type when I am listening to music… some of you might have noticed that because every time I am on here I am also listening to music. I was just listening to Bo Burnham’s “Art is dead” and I have been thinking about that… maybe it is but strangely enough I don’t care… it is odd because I do care but I don’t. Maybe it is just the time that I have been raised in but I can’t seem to care about much just off of instinct. I do care about music and art but all of the new stuff sucks so much that I kind of hope that the majority of it does die. I would like to make a Frankenstein of music and take pieces of old styles and make it into one big monster. I want to give metal fans something else to hold onto… that would be sweet… but I am not good enough yet… I better stop before I talk too much more… I am even getting tired of myself at this point.

THAT’S IT…